question thing

I'm so bored i have nothing better to do with my life then fill out this question thing *stolen from Emily*

`x: full name = Melissa Ann Balak
`x: piercings = 2
`x: tattoos = 0
`x: height = 5'7
`x: hair color = brown, golden brown in the sun
`x: length = kinda long
`x: siblings = 1 annoying smart-ass brother
LAST...
`x: movie you rented = white noise
`x: movie you bought = don't remember
`x: song you listened to = i believe you, but my tommy gun don't - Brand New
`x: song that was stuck in your head = beverly hills
`x: cd you bought = weezer
`x: cd you listened to = brand new
`x: person you've called = my mom
`x: person that's called you = seph. r. to invite me 2 a party
`x: tv show you've watched = somethin on youth in the 3rd reich during WWII

DO...
`x: you wish you could live somewhere else = yes
`x: you think about suicide = no, but i think about death sometimes
`x: you believe in online dating = no
`x: others find you attractive = i dunno, i doubt it
`x: you want more piercings = no
`x: you drink = no
`x: you do drugs = no
`x: you smoke = no
`x: you like cleaning = i clean my room obsessively, lol
`x: you like roller coasters = hell yea
`x: you write in cursive or print = lower case g's and y's in cursive and upper case y's in cursive too, everything else in print

FOR OR AGAINST...
`x: long distance relationships = no, i prefer the person i'm dating to be close

`x: using someone = against
`x: killing people = if they deserve it
`x: teenage smoking = against
`x: premarital sex = for, as long as its with someone you are in love with and truely care about
`x: driving drunk = against


HAVE YOU...
`x: ever lied to someone = yes
`x: ever been in a fist fight = no
`x: ever been arrested = not yet

NUMBER...
`x: of drugs taken illegally? = sno
`x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = about 3, i don't trust 2 easily
`x: of people I consider my enemies? i dunno, i don't think neone
`x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = 8, for high honor roll
`x: of scars on my body? = about 5

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
`x: funny = i dunno, maybe sometimes
`x: hot = haha, yea...right
`x: friendly = yea
`x: amusing = sometimes
`x ugly = kinda
`x: lovable = yea
`x: pessimistic = sometimes
`x: optimistic = yea
`x: caring = yea
`x: sweet = yea
`x: dorky = hell yea, i read my school books, lol
`x: Spell your first name back wards = assileM
`x: The story behind your user name = its from a song by Brand New, i am heaven sent...and don't you dare forget
`x: Where do you live? = garwood
`x: 4 words that sum you up = ambitious.analytical.studious.quiet

DESCRIBE YOUR -
`x: Wallet = roxy w/ a whole bunch of hearts and stuff on it
`x: Hairbrush = black, rubber handle, squareish
`x: Toothbrush = red and blue
`x: Jewelery worn daily = earrings and bracelets, somtimes necklaces
`x: Pillow cover = purple and silky
`x: Coffee cup = has snowflakes on it, but i don't use it for cofee, only tea
`x: Favorite top = white sweater with blue trimming, comfy
`x: CD in stereo right now = takinf back sunday
`x: Make up right now = none

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are) -
`x: In my mouth = tounge and teeth
`x: You doing after this = reading
`x: Talking to = no one
`x: Eating = nothing
`x: Fetishes = shopping
`x: If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason?= i don't really wanna kill neone
`x: Is next to you = airhockey table and a wall
`x: Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month = i dunno
`x: Something that you are deathly afraid of = someone close to me dying
`x: Do you like candles = yea, i like smelling them in the store
`x: Do you like hot wax = umm...i guess
`x: Do you like incense = not really, i think it smells bad
`x: Do you like the taste of blood = eeewww
`x: Do you believe in love = kinda, but i've never been in love
`x: Do you believe in soul mates = not really
`x: Do you believe in love at first sight = no
`x: Do you believe in forgiveness = of course
`x: Do you believe in God = not particularly, but there might be some sort of divine intervention in life
`x: What do you want done with your body when you die = donate it to scientific research
`x: Who is your worst enemy? = i don't think i have one
`x: If you could have any animal for a pet = a cat
`x: What is the latest you've ever stayed up = all night and throught the next day
`x: Ever been to Belgium? = no, but i want to
`x: What's your favorite coin? = quater

`x: What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to? = New York, Paris, Prague, Boston, Venice, London
`x: Whats something that you wish people would understand? = i'm really not that quiet once u get to know me
`x: What's something you wish you could understand better? = middle eastern religion and why they're against modernization

`x: Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time? = my aunt, uncle, and 2 cousins
`x: Something you want to make happen for tomorrow? = to make a significant scientific discovery/breakthrough
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f i r s t s
First best friend: christine bagnall
First kiss: none
First break-up: none
First screen name: i 4got
First self purchased album: britney spears lol
First funeral: my great aunt's
First pets: Alexandra the fish
First love: none
First enemy: brittany smith
First big trip: OC Maryland

l a s t s
Last cigarette: never
Last car ride: 2day
Last kiss: none
Last cry: 3hrs ago
Last library book checked out: somethin on expansionism and imperialism 4 a history report
Last crush: i'd rather not say, but i do have one now
Last phone call: mom
Last time showered: last night
Last shoes worn: blue o'neil sandals
Last item bought: Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince
Last annoyance: Joey...who else?
Last time wanting to die: last friday

r e l a t i o n s h i p s
01. who are your best friends? : i dunno, i kinda lost their friendship with them this year, now i regret it
02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? : no, but i want a bf

f a s h i o n
01. where is your favorite place to shop?: mall
02. any tattoos or piercings? 2 piercings

f a v o r i t e s
01. color: purple
02. food: strawberries
03. boys' names: Prudence
04. girls' names: Prudence lol, j/k
05. subjects in school: math, science, english, history, comp. science
06. animals: birds
07. sports: swimming, track, even though i truely suck
08. perfume: lilu
09. cologne: iono

h a v e | y o u | e v e r
01. given anyone a bath?: no
02. smoked? : no
03. bungee jumped? : no, but i wanna
04. made yourself throw up? : no
05. stole?: yes
06: been in love? : no
07. made yourself cry to get out of trouble? : no
08. pictured your crush naked? : ha, yea
09. actually seen your crush naked? : no
10. cried when someone died? : yes
11. lied? : yes
12. fallen for your best friend? : no
13. been rejected? : nah, i too shy to even approach someone
14. rejected someone?: yea, subtely
15. used someone? : no
16. done something you regret? : yea, usually not acting on something


l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: Joey (i kicked him lol)
hugged: my grandma
you imed: amy
you kissed: nobody